. However, i am extremely worried about it ending, obviously every good season has to have an end, its just going to be hard without my friend Britt. She's been my strength in every way. She pushes me forward, yet holds me back. She holds my hand through the fire in life, yet brings joy when there seems to be none around. And most of all, she reminds me daily of what really matters in this life, God. Shes only going to school, it really shouldn't be this hard, but i know I'm going to cry like a little baby when she leaves. My relationship with God shouldn't change, no matter who is in my life, the only way it would change is if it got better. Its just going to be really hard without her, so i guess i just had to write it down, because my old friends will definitely come around much more because they know she's not going to be around soon to slap sense into me. So.... i guess ill see how strong i have gotten over this short time.